My past is now at my back like the shadow of a man in a chain gang picking up trash I left in a ditch bottles and empty beer cans, cigarette packs and such stuff my supper is made of, old bread that tastes of regret and thin minnow soup my card carrying guardian angel scoops up from the River Styx with a ladle made of screen tied to two sticks from my window cell that I have named the holey hell hole so, this is all an allusion to the 26 letters of my self- imposed sentence.