Is it just another episode of stress induced fatigue
Is it jet lag
Can this be the beginning of another cold or the flu
I hear that everyone is getting sick now
I do not look my best
I certainly feel even worse
It is not laziness because I would get annoyed of feeling that after some time
This feels different
I don’t actually want to do anything
I am perfectly fine of just remaining still right now
I do not want to anyone near me
I do want to hear voices
Right next to me
Or from a distance
I feel weird
Tired almost but I know I wont be sleeping
Anxious but still at the same time
Quiet but my mind is racing
My thoughts continue to crash with one another
My throat feels dry
There is so much that needs to be said
But I cant find the effort or the strength to talk right now
Maybe all I need is a good cry
But even that’s not happening
The day passed by in a blur but I know that night wont be so merciful