Feeling pretty unfulfilled here’s a cheers to spending that twenty-second year over worked and under paid. Unhappiness disguised as routine mingling about with bursts of extremes that I mistake for real living. The grog, the sweat, the drowning struggle to conform to that American bill paying drone.
I think in black and white but I always create in color. There’s a pounding at the door of reality, unrelenting, it has claws poisoned with truth. -- my idealism again, begging, pleading, swearing up-and-down that I have to get out-- that there is never a “right time”-- that to change--I have to and its not a decision this grind can consume.
I sprint through the hallways of my self hello, again World. It was all that I needed. I breathe.