something about waxing poetic about a playlist restarting at the beginning as i drive by your house (again) “And i thought that i would miss it while still wishing that i didn't” a bag of someone else’s clothes in my backseat a mindset that i wish i wasn’t still holding out for a “want to take the train again? for old times sake? come home, babe, it’s time we take that hatchet and throw it in the schuylkill” a no longer flickering light near the cemetery i can still see myself teetering on that edge, reaching for a short term hand i don’t know what to do with this i’m the only one that still drives home