My heart is malfunctioning and sends blood to my pupils. Now my heart lacks oxygen and all I see is pain. And through these blood shot eyes I can’t see a thing. If I ever love again, I won’t ever love the same.
Have you ever seen oxygen filled, blood red tears? Have you ever felt pain run down your cheeks? I cry blood; I cry pain, through all life’s jeers. Not because I care and not because I’m weak.
I cry blood tears because the hurt is beyond control. This pain exceeds pain and surpasses hurt. No I’m not sad, I don’t need to be consoled. I’m beyond, far far beyond the worst.
Cry cry cry; untill I have no tears left. Hurt hurt hurt; until I feel no pain. The water dries, and blood sweats. I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain.
Heart break, my heart has no ache. Heart broken, my heart has not been broken. Heart destroyed, no heart left to shake. It cannot be repaired, no longer is it open.
As blood tears continue to leak. I lose all life, all feelings, and all patience. They see me, but they do not seek. I’m dead, and that’s an understatement.
A reflection of my past hurt. Sometimes Pain can be so excruciating that you feel lifeless. It's so intense that it causes you to go numb! In Line three (3) and four (4) of stanza two(2) I wrote: "I cry blood; I cry pain, through all life’s jeers. Not because I care and not because I’m weak. I meant that I have cried so many tears that I am no longer weak and I no longer care, my feelings surpasses both words!
Has anyone ever felt dead? I have! Thank God that someone revived me, now life is but a dream :)