he craves intimacy,
says he knows it wont feel like it did before
hopes he notices it when it hits him
waited around,
turns love down, said he never really needed it
looks up instead of at whats in front of him
shouted at the stars "you always give me more hope than any man could"
why would he looks in anothers eye if he never really had to
beauty, in the eye of its beholder
He could never take it as a compliment when someone told him hes beautiful
he wrote in his secret notebooks, scripture not yet released
"i am god"
how could he expect to trust anyones word but his own.