Was it real?
Is this real?

Because I'm not sure if I'm still alive
Or if I'm dead
And in the after world forever

Nothing can clear up this frightening question
But I also feel invincible simultaneously
Knowing that if I'm already dead, nothing can hurt me
Or at least not in the way I think..

Someone prove to me
That I can still feel
And lift the foggy confusion and doubts out of sight

I know I'm alive
If you show me you care for me
And take me to places I'd never imagine existed
Because all I need to know for sure
Is your love
And your hug

Currently, I feel so alarmingly lost
Like everything I've been doing
Is all a replication of my mortal life
And I NEED
I need you more then I ever have before
More then I thought I ever would
And more then I thought someone could ever need someone else
But you'll save me,
Nat.. You have to