I came across your old notes today.
They brought back so many feelings.
You used to love me,
But now that is gone.

I read over the lines
Time and Time again.
The more I read,
The sicker my stomach became.

I'm not sure if it's because I miss you
Or if I hate you.
My feelings are confusing and jumbled.
I can't stand this pain.

Was it because of the scars n my arms?
Was it because I clung to you so desperately?
You were the only one who loved me
When no one else cared.

My memories of you are bittersweet.
I often wonder what would happen
If you ever wanted me back
Even though I have found someone else.

Sometimes I think you miss me.
Other times, you seem just fine.
You deserve happiness as well.
Even if it brings me pain.

And so I will wish you well.
I hope you find love again.
I hope you won't hurt her
like you have hurt me.