My mother loved the dogwood blooms - each spring a fresh crucifixion. And when it flushed wild in the clearing, where our new house stood, on a stripped skull, quick to erode, my mother would rush to the dogwood, take each stained white blossom in her hand and said "forgive, forgive."
She never went to church anymore, never again touched her cold dead Mary, never again begged favor or grace, not after that first spring bloomed dogwood, not after the twisted cursed and giving lumbers first sprung upon her eyes - a crucifixion, multiplied, a hundred times, a hundred Aprils on the limbs of a retribution.