i dreamt that there were two funerals and it was out in some place in the country i thought she would come like she said she would but she didn't i kept lookin at my phone and got nothin and i said i should call her yeah i still got her # i think it's time and the dude that works at the gas station across the street was in my dream and he said no ben it's not what it seems now is not the time do not call the rest is a blur and i woke up and i'm wondering why? why? why won't she be there when i need her? i guess i'll never know and that's the last thing she told me before she had to go i said where were you? why didn't you call? and she said you will never know