I wish the thought of you didnt make me feel this way I wish the things that were changing made me feel closer instead of so much further away I wish my eyes would seal shut and I could never again hear I wish some of my moments weren't so vividly clear I wish my best me wasn't wasted on someone who never cared I wish my life would cease to exist I wish I had what I've wanted for so long I wish I wasn't so secluded or unsafe I wish I wasn't in such a dark place I wish I had someone to Love & Love me back I wish the thought of you made me feel like that.