is the way they look at you, the way they treat you. I’ve seen it when I was throwing up my lungs and severely dehydrated, near collapse and the nurse
turned her back on me and mistreated me because she thought I was homeless because I came to the E.R. without a shower that morning. But she instantly changed
her tune when she saw my husband in the waiting room. This has happened over and again with family and former friends. If I made millions like some other authors
I’d be given the royal carpet treatment. But because I’m doing the same as those who make more I’m given a much lower status and have failed instead of prevailing in their
eyes Because I don’t yield the tenure as those who hold a position, recognizably so. Even the Fine lawyer wouldn’t jot down writer when asked about my profession. He wrote
security guard in the space, even if it had been years since I’ve done duty in flats and stiff pants with a utility belt wrapped around my waist, and on golden badge pinned on my breast pocket.