You alert me to when someone is trying to put me down and tell me what to do. You buck me up with a secret signal body language wise when you can tell I'm depressed. you know I like to speak but it doesn't have to be first. You know I admire you. Like I say I like your odor or what I imagine your odor to be and your clothes and your build I've already said finally I like to pretend I have someone of the opposite *** like you specifically to rely on again.