We were apart for too long, you and I I have no idea what caused that separation But it’s fixed now And I can finally write again I held do many words behind my teeth Rather than saying them to you By losing all of you I lost a piece of myself Every morning when I awake I do four things 1: check Snapchat 2: check my email 3: check to see what you said 4: double check to make sure I heard you I lost myself without you all You tether me Without you — all of you— I would float away Away from sanity Away from reason
The last thing I wrote was so many words Because each line marks me Speaks of what I felt over the last months But I’m moving on Not forgetting, Rising, learning, moving Doing stupid things I just did something really stupid And immediately I wish I could take it back **** And so there I go, A tether snapped So I start floating Until someone can pull me back down