crafting emotions on paper is difficult when your lost of words frantically searching for a meaning to my scribble but never finding any connection to them it comes down like a death sentence when I write happy endings I'm constantly trying to edit my mistakes but always tearing away at the medium instead it's like etching out a new existence and never living it I'm not a man of many words so don't bother reading my mind you'll blur your vision and you'll become lost in the pages Just add a bookmark to me and come back another time or leave me on the shelf to collect dust because checking out was always a fiction