Thrown into the drakness where i fought to survive Holding onto hope like im on the frontlines Theirs no denying all the pain inside So i make another cut just to feel alive. They say pain is for the weak, id have to disagree but the pain in loving you gots me all shades of fifty Ah no no Ill tell you about my sickness & how i feel inside Itll make your skin crawl while you run in hide