I don't know. I don't know. every step i take, where do i go. where do i go. which way do i fumble forward. which way to face toward. So Demanding. Demanding that i find my Future. Can't i live my Life. Life can some times seem to be silently Still. Still doesn't mean it's not in The Motions. The Motions are taking too long to find a Meaning. Meaning that could gift me Reason. Reason to continue this Fight. Fighting for knowledge and Love. Love of which I long for and someone to Understand. Understanding the loneliness i feel, would bring a path to the Right. Right of not direction, but path leading away from Despair. Despair of which i have been consumed with for many Years. Years that i slept Away. Away i shall Go. Going to find my Longings. Longing i shall not bury Again. Again, this will Repeat. Repeating is what I do. I don't....
I don't know. Everything seems to be cycle of what I do. The only thing different is that maybe the hole is either that much deeper or maybe that it's a vastly different hole each time?