I wish to die every second a bit more,
all is so dark and cold,
and the worst think is it's all my fault,
I lose the only one I really need,
all what I seemly can is to hurt and destroy all what is important to me,
it's a cruel circle without a chance to escape!
what's wrong with me, why must I hurt all around me so much without noticing, why  I'm so cruel?
The demons which are inside of me screaming at the moment so extremely loud and I can't do anything against I can not take it anymore!
The only way out is to die

*Tenshi