What it's like to stay awake Clenching your eyes shut Wishing what you feel wasn't regret. Until You Know What it's like to hold someones hand As it slips away through your fingers Slipping away like sand. Until You Know What it's like to be alive one day And lifeless the next Death struck Left alone. Until You Know What it's like to feel abandoned By your own blood Because you were HER daughter HERS not your SONS. Until You Know What it's like to walk around with a target On your back. Advancing 5 steps but pushed back 3. Being forgotten Not being loved. Relying on memories False hope is some hope Because it's better than none. You Know He Knows She Knows We know I Know What It's like.