We are three years and six thousand miles from sunburned kisses at midnight. We're exploding somewhere out there in the great somewhen. ***** of fire. Great is a coin flip.
I am sixteen hours worth of coffee and who gives a ****. I drag broken skin across dried Earth and scream at gods, old and new, that I miss them half as much as I miss you. I've become an engine running on what could've been and what might still be.
Somewhen we're joining like atoms, our collision giving startling birth to universes of maybes and an entire cosmos of prizes at rainbows end. Crumbling into disinterested sentence fragments trying their best to contain sentiments of truth. My truth.
What are happy endings in all this ******* nonsense? What matters anymore if nothing ever mattered at all? Why does absence breed such boring ******* nihilist sentiment in me? I'm fighting for better. Cracked knuckles and sweat and blood given freely at the alter of hopefully. Make me better. Make me whole.
Somewhen we are a fire, burning together through the whole of time and space. We were then. We are now. Always. Love. Always.