This town is a disgrace. Why the **** am I still in this place? it seems death is my only salvation. Because it’s me against the nation. And if it’s not then I’m completely blind. I’m surrounded by enemies and there’s nowhere to hide. I can’t stop thinking about my lack of time. Or how it felt when things were right. It seems any dream I can fathom is out of sight. And everything’s getting darker, there’s no way to let in the light.