i've ****** up plenty of times in my thus far short life and while this may be one of the bigger ones i only regret it a little positive self-sabotage i suppose because now the bridge is burned ashes in the wind land up for sale and i've got the sheriff on my *** and this is good or better because the sad and toxic truth is i could never say no to you you could show up tonight at 3 AM and i'd do more than let you in hell i would have given you the world if you just promised i could visit but you won't be looking to sneak around with me anymore and that's a good thing