I dreamt once of the red juice of berries I picked them with a girl not the girl a girl we ate of them hungrily and fully they were in abundance The red juice dripped from our mouths and our hands and coated our bodies It stained us and I tried to wash myself of the juice but it had stained deeply The cold river water could not clean it nor the salted water of a tear. I returned home in red silence and those eyes understood as silent eyes do