so him right? too perfect for anyone's good even in his "flaws" I see more glory than the most tearful of gorgeous moments could bring the most dreadful of ******* to their knees including myself- a heartless ***** I suppose but not so much with him, no with him I am the most feeble of all human-like things, honored to be vulnerable before him and it's a shame but it isn't it's a blessing to be even considered a maybe something in his mind let alone a one and only and every day since the second that we met I wake up a little bit better more of what one should be because I know that he Is and knowing that he approves of me is more important than any pointless thought, any reluctance a former me may have ever been silly enough to believe.