it no longer makes me cry rivers or contemplate where it all went wrong I no longer ponder your true intentions
it silenced me it locked me in a dark room for days at a time. my own thoughts holding me hostage, not a tear was shed. i do not contemplate where it all went wrong because i know, it went wrong when i decided to trust again. when i thought that maybe just ******* maybe you were different. just maybe, you truly meant what you said. honey i am a fool, to think anyone could love such a broken soul as my own. -Erin R