Wish I knew how to write about happy things, and everyone I knew didn’t have such troubled heads. So when, very rarely, I say a prayer- a part of me knew which part of the fire to put out. We can hold hands, smoldering the smoke but we all know-- we are the fire starters. And these insincere prayers leave us empty, while making me a liar. Because I don’t believe in the initiative of a higher power. And though we are the fire starters, have been the fire bringers there is power inside of us to end the fire. If only close contact could ***** out the flame. I know the smoke will remain surrounding us, no matter how tightly we hold one another.