oh god
you are killing me so slow
watching and waiting
please I am begging
end this misery
throw me away
let me die by your hand
just don’t torture me
you’re slowly twisting
the knife you put into my back
why didn’t you face me
be brave and do it courageously
spit onto my face just
my god just let me die in peace
don’t torment my poor heart no more
I need you to look at me
the air is escaping form my lungs
so lazily, could you maybe
pass me that cigarette?
would you be so kind and finish
I am nothing but a mess and disappointment
why would you want to make it
last so long I am running out of
ways to breathe and
oh my
it feels like I’m drowning
but you drove me to the dessert
you are the death of me
but it has never come yet
bring relief to my broken body
just finish what you started
once and for all
with a gentle touch
I am gone