A semicolon is used when a sentence could have ended but then was continued. Take a minute and realize, this is symbolizing millions of lives out there that have survived near death by suicide attempts.
You were my semicolon.
I remember that night clearly; alomost as if it was yesterday. I was sitting alone in my room, a gun in my hand. All of the pain was too much for me to stand. Music was blasting. Tears streaming down my face. A simple note on my pillow.
Mom and dad please, do not be sad. This was not your fault. I love you, I just can't take the pain. Please be strong. Tell my neices I love them. It'll be better of this way. -Your daughter, Bryana
Suddenly my phone goes off, a number on the screne that I have not seen before. I decide to read it, thinking, It's probably just another peorson telling me how useless I am It would be nothing new to me.
I read the words you say, to my surprise... Someone actually cares. "Hey, I have noticed you have been sad lately. I want to know whats up."
Wow, someone actually knows I exist. Someone actually cares. And better yet, it's the one I've been looking up to all season.*
Slowly I set the gun down
God knows how long we talked that night. I opened up to you, though, I barely knew you at the time. That night, I never told you I was holding a gun in my hand. But since that night, I have never picked it up again. Why? Because I have had you by my side. My semicolon in this crazy story I call life.