Living but
Dying but
Drifting in between,
Confused and
Hurting and
Ripping at the seams.
Loving but
Losing but
Knowing what I lost,
Falling and
Crashing and
Not knowing the cost.
Wanting but
Needing but
It's just out of reach,
Watching and
Waiting and
Walls are being breached.
Feeling but
Holding but
Completely slipping through,
Seeing and
Believing and
Losing trust in you.
Ending but
Starting but
Harder than before,
Hoping and
Thinking and
Maybe there is more.
Letting but
Guarding but
Somehow it will do,
Learning and
Choosing and
Regaining faith in you.