I tried ignoring you. Pretending you didn't exist. That we never happened. It didn't work. It doesn't make sense, but it's harder to leave you alone I wanted you in whatever form I could get How are you blinded from what your poison does to me It's like you don't care Why are you so quick to cut me off? Do you not love me? I want you for who you are You say one thing, and do the next If I only chase you, why are you worrying about those I chased? Why is it so difficult? What do I do now? How do I act? Why are you so worried about them and not us? You know I care about you when I hate myself You know that I pay more attention than you do to yourself But why is your pride so big? Why do you care about caring That's your problem Love shouldn't be like this.