I hung blankets from my bedroom walls And draped them over my windows. My head lays down, thoughts abound What is this that I'm doing?
Why am I finally able to dream without sleeping? Finally awake to the glory of the world! I'm able to think about adventures With the one I love
Its like I'm clearer headed Than I've been these past few years And I still can't believe that I Have gotten to where I am.
I can finally sit and imagine Ponder of how I can be Look in my minds eye and travel Across land, air, and sea.
Not alone, nay, never The worlds too vast for one But share it with the one I love, And I'll be forever blissful.
My last few relationships, mixed with substance abuse, made it to where I was unable to think about enjoying the future without guilt or shame, dreaming of adventures and all. Things have changed, my mind is whole, my love is forever by me.