People tell me
I came pretty close to dying
Now I just sit and think about why I'm
alive anyway
I can't think of a thing to do during the day
but then again maybe I'm not trying
I've been seeing time as
A strange, madras garment
Memories, strewn together in a sloppy, random, make-shift way
At their most detailed
They are incidents given a slot on the
nightly news
But we can never be there again
whether we are the ones falling from the burning building,
being interviewed about it
or glued to the couch watching
Everything, just snippets on the cutting- room floor,
Melting frost on a window
"I love you" written in the middle
Something overheard in a smokers' annex
A person you bump into on the L
That sweater you had to have but lost at the 92nd Street Y
A flash in a pan
A view from the top
Our lives are abridged versions of some greater path, that only those who walk truly upright are unlucky enough to perceive