when earth smelt like linen with a tinge of lemongrass and sweet tears made the soot stick the bottom of our boots like brown on rice. and there was dirt embedded within the crevices of my nails that i became negligent of. negligent of how it got there. accumulated hour by hour. sebum from every pore saturating soiled skin. crying of laughter for hours while making white collars sour our top secret superpower. i smiled as the sun went down like the loser you love in me.