There have been so many times before this one that I have felt pain. I wonder which was more pain, which pain counts more for which circumstance. I tell you it is hard to tell with your head pounding and tears spilling from your eyes. All the pain blends together and I find myself crying for people I don't even know because there is just so much to cry about Once I begin. I don't want to cry again. I want to be happy. This is my plea. I need to run away from here forever, once he leaves me, once he leaves me I'm gone forever.