too much stress and way too many feelings, crowding up my head and I can't think clearly. no one knows what's going on, no one seems to see that something's wrong.
I wish I had someone that could see this, see everything that happens and see how I'm treated. but no one can come and see, what happens and how they treat me.
I can talk and talk about it all day, but no matter what I say, nothing ever goes my way.
I seem to be no help at all, and to make everything worse. I may seem like I'm small, but trust me, I can **** up the universe.
It's happened before, a year and a half ago to be exact. but i'm getting more tired and tired, and it's getting harder and harder to put on the act.