I dance daily with the prospect of dropping like a stone, the worry that finds itself most constant is that I'll be alone. I stare into a mirror which never lies but tends to blur yet the joys of yesterday's pleasures are still a constant lure. Measurements and drugs and rules to control my day, at the end of which I'm too tired to have much to say. Is this where we all arrive in the so called golden years, living day to day and night to night struggling with our fears? Rocking chairs don't rock and old feet cannot dance they just rest and hope that there is really a second chance. Another way to make your final farewell and grand adieu, perhaps a party loud and bad, declaring all that's done recalling all the games you've played and all that you have won. Maybe then a dinner prepared in the finest style with all the flair to carry you on that final mile. These fears will not hunt me down, I promise to be strong I don't mind the falling , but I won't stay down for long.