Someone asked me what I was thinking about today. I don’t like to think anymore, I don’t value myself, I will never understand how someone else can be happy. I’m barely happy when I’m numb. Digging my own grave, Slowly but surely I digress. There’s nobody left listening, Hearing a dial tone, Expecting an answer. I know you’re somewhere, Better you than me. I see you acting strange I can tell it’s not love. My future looks bright, There is no future for me, I’ll lead myself to the grave Oh.