Did you ever see me? The shadow of the man blinding the world with lies. False promises of a better world and days that will make sense. That happiness exists beyond fake smiles and momentary bliss. This feeling of suffering is the only thing to make me feel alive. The struggle and burden that drives me to make it through another day. Because I am better than this and I am more than this. Yet even in my own reflection there is standing a stranger. No longer who I was but not the man I’ve become. Some jaded limbo state my soul trapped in the twilight zone. Do you even see me? The darkness that exists behind the blinding light.