closing my eyes so i can think of a time when grade school assignments seemed attachment worthy and the jar of 222 reasons meant hope and a future and reassurance and god i never even made it halfway through the scraps of paper 111 was always a shortcut i guess i should’ve known that you had an emergency exit, huh is it weird that your girlfriend shares your moms name? do you ever walk by that museum with her; you know the one where you said you wanted kids?