You think it won't happen, but it does The sinking feeling, the gutless entry and You are left to fend for promises that you never Intended to keep in the first place I am coldhearted and alone and deserve nothing more Then to rot here, or there, somewhere Where your eyes won't follow my every move And when I will finally fall to my knees And cry and beg, and bleed and bleed until sore I will still not understand the price for my sins As he taunts and teases, pulls and prods At my long ago innocence, I will falter To be the girl He intended me to be Too late and too little devotion to matters of the Heart, the soul, the in between space And I am wasted and shedding the wrong skin Parts that should have been kept floating off into space