It is all
The epitome of an uphill climb
Sometimes I'm sincerely not sure how to
Stay afloat
Adrift
In the crystal castle
That I have built with so much,
So little.

My eyes and body waiver
In the amount of work
Yet the least amount of
Dollar
Counts.

Everyday I am trying, stepping
Towards a golden glittering ground
But my patience it thins
I hope my therapist and I can
Resend my resilience
But I'm spread so thin.

I wonder when will my time come
When will the struggle be less
Obtuse
In the climb of
The invisible ladder
To get to
To reach your
Ambitions.