What if you
wanted to cry, but had no tears
Wanted to scream, but no sound came out
Wanted to feel pain, but no matter how many times you cut you felt nothing
There was only silence and blood nothing else
Because the pain inside is to big to let anything else matter.

But then what if
Someone suddenly saw your tears, heard your scream, felt your pain, and see the blood running down your arm.
Would you let them in?
Or would you try to keep a distance so you won't be hurt when they give up on you?

Would you take the chance to be free?

I don't dare.

But it was not my choice in the first place.