I had always been a happy little girl
Until reality had to hit me in the face
Until I had to leave my teens
Until I had to start reasoning as an adult
Until I had to face everything on my own
Until I had to start to feel
Until I had to wipe my own tears

I’m drowning,
Drowning in fears
Drowning in pain
Drowning in loneliness
Drowning in a world I understand no more.