I never much cared for watercolours I always lose the pigments in the wash vistas doomed to be overcast in the pine groves wept from a flaking brush. I don't like that kind of responsibility.
Give me oil. Thick like Cleopatra's the meat of all mediums heat the world with ochre, umber, crimson spread me with a knife, with sinning hands my eyes flick around the canvas wipe the frosting on my red dress a guilty nun's habit.
But the tide is out again. The spectrum fades. Today is for watercolours. I'll drip steadily from the canvas and live in the stains on the hardwood floor peering upward and waiting for April.