here is something new to brew in the coffee *** maybe make a stew do whatever it is you need to do and get ready for some **** i'm gonna tell u it's late at night bout three in the morning i'm the only one up and i'm not even yawnin no food in the kitchen but i got cigarettes, smoking so long it's hurtin my chest i take a deep breath and i hear a ruffle, somethings in my muffler, the exhaust makes me exhausted need a nap can't even move cuz of all this smoke, ****'s up in my throat i get up to stretch out can't do it anymore i'm tried of smoking i need exercise to get this right my mind takes flight when i'm feeling healthy and right **** all that **** i'm gonna be alright i want to quit smoking and stop smoking so much **** i feel like i'm creating a brand new disease that no one ever knew except me cuz it's me i'm the only one that gets to really see what i do to my body and my mind and my health it takes away my wealth, i'm poor in my health and it just might help if i take a break from the **** blowing smoke out my mouth is something i can't quit it takes me a minute to even stop thinking about it i feel like it hurts just to not think about it and i get so bored what do i do with my hands i can't even cut this ****, and i'm a grown *** man ******* cigarettes man and all this **** i do my life style just isn't ringing true to my body it's ******* me up i gotta get healthy i keep ******* up