Hey can you see me waving? That small white flag flapping weakly in the wind that's me, that is A strangled cry in a cacophony of human misery and ecstasy but this is not a distress signal but an admission of defeat Life, you've got me beat I'm unsteady on my feet and ready to fall into an endless sleep someone come and pluck me out of this hated consciousness I'm ready to accept That I'm nothing and never have been anything other than a useless peice of meat