You can see me in my shadow only some people I call a friendly fellow you can find me hiding in darkness left empty crying and speechless stress weighs down on my shoulders it's like I'm hitting giant boulders it seems like nothing could help me but I still look to the sky to try and see Lord is there I know he is how can I feel so dark if I know he's there hatred and depression it's my biggest bear life is not fair sometimes I wonder how can I live but to keep me going I try to share share poems share my thoughts but I'm still drowning and now I'm just lost.