Behind your shadow
I stand and fall
It's a tough battle,
Which I feel so small,
My feelings towards you,
You might think it's
Dumb
-sad
-upset
-confused
-angry
-hurt
And numb!
When i needed
A mom, you
Were never
There,
To talk about
Boys, even
To fix my
Hair,
Yes you called
Once and awhile,
But a ocean
Of tears
Are behind this
Smile
-Trapped
-tormented
And
Torn
I see other
Girls laughing
With their
Moms,
I go dizzy
From all the swirls,
Then i crash
Like a bomb,
The anger in
Me rages a
Fight!!
Always angry
Try to stay
Strong!
They say
Time heals
Everything!
I don't think
That's true!
I know
Something
Time did
Not do
Time has been
Flying, for
A long
While,
I'm still
Fighting the
Ocean of
Tears behind
This smile,
One that
Hurts, and
I don't know
Why? It makes
Me cry,
When I think
About this,
To myself
I lie,
I've gotten
Over you!
That i
Never wanted
To try!!
You are a
Mother of
Two! Me
And my
Brother,
I hardly
Know you!
Every night
I think of
How my life
Would of been,
Tears running
Down my
Face, and my
World starts
To spin,
My childhood
And teenage
Years, have
Been really hard!
For the rest
Of my life
I'll be
Severely
Scarred
It took
Me time
To realize
What you did
To me!!
Tears in
My eyes,
And your
Clueless
It seems!!
Everyday
I try to
Be brave!!
It really
Hurts!
You could of
Stayed,
Instead of
Making it
Worse!!
I want you
To know this!!
It's sad but
****** true!
You Hurt
Your little
Girl! You
Ruined me,
You made
Me cry,
You really
Hurt me!!
The doctors
Or anyone
That
Matters
Don't see,
What my
Mother did
To me!!
If you ever
Want me
Back!!
You have to
Prove you
Can be a mom!!
When i screamed
For you,
Did you hear?
I guess not
Cause you
We're never
Around!!
I will tell
You
Something,
You can't
Forget!
Once you
Hurt your
Kids, it
Will soon
Come to
Regret
It!!