i guess it’s all hitting me now
the fact that this is it
the fact that i can no longer wait for you
the fact that this is over
the dreams ive had of you
of us
they were never true  
along the time i painted you a picture
that i wish i was able to still keep
the picture was all in colors
but you painted over it with grey
the picture was perfect
but now it’s fading
one thing i know though is that
you’ll look for me
you’ll look for me in all the other girls you meet
but you won’t be able to find me
you won’t be able to replace me
the love i had for you would’ve probably
healed you, it would’ve saved you
the way i laid my eyes on you
was something you could never do
i saw past all your flaws
when instead i should have
been looking at you for who you actually are
                                                  -s.a