I know I talk a lot My job is to motivate its to lift people up when they fall but want to stay down But today I wont be talking I hope you find this in time …. It was all you You were nice like a walk in the park or a picnic for two You had no real bad habits like smoking, drinking, gambling, lying, cheating Not that I would care much about that they complicate things I have learnt to walk away from all that I cannot tell you what to do with your life because you claim to be more experienced but still don't want to listen You hated being told to grow up and change your ways for your own good mostly not mine I know you will listen and remember my words only after I am gone Why does it always have to be that way? Why do we wake up only after everything falls to pieces You can blame money, pedigree, degree, upbringing, past hurts, tradition, gender and everything else in the world for why you act the way you do But it does not help me. I do not always speak up but I can see past the ******* It wont change my mind either Your toxic You either change or I can do all the growing up